Disconnection

By all right and definition I am successful. I have reached the goals I've set for myself, I continue to excel. I have a nice home, a decent car, a crazy ass dog, and financially stable. So what's missing? What's the hole? I can't seem to handle a personal relationship for longer than a year or two, after that it just seems to slip. I enjoy being alone more than around people. I'm more focused on my job than I am my personal life. Why do I feel like I'm missing something?

I know I've ran to the Army and haven't looked back. I am what I do, I can't seem to let that thought go. It's a safety blanket, I don't really keep up with my hobbies, no particular interest, energy, or sometimes even the time to devote to it.

Guess I need to reconnect with myself... Just not sure how anymore.